Your Love was a LIE ?


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I don’t know why but your love was a lie.

I cherish the memories deep in my heart. I still have those pics and videos and I see your pics or ours or I see those videos we created out of no where . when we deeply in love. those moments we shared together , those times when we cooked together. those days we lived together. we drove around and we saw a movie in Russian . I remember how we went to this cinema hall somewhere in the city center and I knew that it will be dubbed in Russian but I was ok with it coz language was a never a border to me.

To me love sees no boundaries . just like music knows no language . I never came to you seeing I will be dating an international woman or a woman from another country who is a commoner in her country but to me she is nothing less than a star. you have always been a star to me . you were my baby . my motivation my angel and my source of course .my ambition my pain my joy , my anguish and my everything . you were everything to me . I loved you , I loved a woman , a human.

I have not forgotten anything but sadly you have . out of sight out of mind. oh baby what have you done . why did you do this ? it still haunts me . I still wonder and I still think why ? what was my fault ? was my fault that I loved you and my fault is that I still love you . I loved you so much , and honestly I still love you so much from the bottom of my heart . you were never gone for me . you are always near to me , always close to my heart . close to me on the bed side. as close to me as I breathe air to live . and your love is a source of power which still drives me . you are my strength and you are my everything , my soul , my body .

Do you still remember anything baby ? do you ? or am I just another guy who came into your life ,lived with you shortly , gave you amount of time to enjoy and disappeared ? was my love a lie or fake to you ? was my love inadequate ? or I was physically unattractive baby ? tell me ?

May be I was not good enough for you . yes I know that you were taller to me . I know I was not a big guy you always wanted. I had not six pack abs or huge biceps or broad chest and I was not fair looking , yes I don’t have tons of money. but baby I had love for you and I had strength to fight for you with this world . and trust i can still fight and i am still fighting .I had desires and dreams for you and for our family . I always wanted a family . a small happy family , our small world , where you me and our two little children , one boy one girl to make a complete family and yes not to forget a cat and a dog to add. a car to drive around , to play a small play ground . I had planned all this . I created a world for us and was ready to build it but you destroyed it . seriously baby you destroyed our world.

If you think our love was a one time accident then you are wrong . that’s what you called it , an accident . it was not an accident baby . there are no accident , whatever happens in this universe happens for a reason . you also parted ways with me for a reason. and those reason were your own , not mine. you left me and I never did . I still love you the way I did 5 years ago . all those memories still fresh in my mind like yesterday , and a small flat where we lived became my fav . I still admire that small living room and a bed we slept together and that little kitchen where we cooked together . a small washroom for warm water to shower. a warm lamp right next to the couch and your small fish in the bowl. all that I still miss . I still remember all those moments . I love all and I missed all.

I love you honey , I really do , you made video for me on my birthday and you said that you will support me in whatever I do but unfortunately it was only words and when I decided to stand up for you , I am still keeping with it . I am still with you . I am still your supporter , still I think of you . even today I ask you how you doing ? even today I am your well wisher. even today my love for is still alive and trust me on this when I say that my love for you is here to stay . I have not forgotten you . you are still alive in my heart and in my mind . you are out of sight but not out of mind.

Have you forgotten the amount of time we invested on skype which helped us in building our relationship. have you forgotten that you used to wait for me for long ours and I used to wait for you and we used to run from the road to our living room coz we knew that someone is waiting for us on the other side of the computer . we both used to worry about each other . we used to shared pics and images and share videos , a dress new you purchased. you wanted to show me on cam how you looked in that new dress. you wanted to see my eyes behind my glasses and you and me we both used to think about each other even when we were away . those times we shared on skype when we knew that we are both 1000’s miles apart but love was blossoming . during that time we build our world and we build the foundation of our world  . we strengthen our emotions feelings for each other . it was lovely baby . we badly wanted to meet each other , badly wanted to kiss , wanted to make love , wanted to share those thoughts and those emotions. we were in love baby .

Don’t think I am not willing to come to you . I know you don’t love me anymore and you have no emotions . now here are two different people with two different approaches towards love . I still want to come to you , want to see you in blood and flesh . want to love you , want to kiss you , want to hold your hands. want to be with you . coz I love you . don’t think that I never tried. god know how many times I tried but it’s just so difficult to come to your country baby . what should I do ? tell me ? these people don’t understand love .

Honey I love you . I really do . if you think its a lie than you are wrong . plz don’t create joke out of me and of my emotions for you . I am not causing you any problems . I am just shocked. I have forgiven you baby and  I really have . but I am with you in your thick and thin. even when you are happy and when you are in pain , or you with someone or alone , you will find me with you always .

coz my love for you was not a lie , it never will .

I Love You.

-Dolce

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Heavens Tail


Some days ago when I was on my rooftop. My beloved rooftop I saw this in the sky. Looked like a rocket contrails to me but I soon realised it’s a tail of a big dinosaur. 

It looked one and one time I thought of godzilla. Oh yes it wasn’t so. It was clouds in the formation of tail. It looked awesome and my habit to capture anything goodi find captivating. So I captured it and I loved It. So I share it here. 

Trick loads to come. 

– dolce. 

Money more for Law


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Just came across the news that Supreme Court of India has sent a proposal few days ago to Indian Govt for salary hikes , seriously ?

I mean what kind of horse shit is this ?

More and high paid salary for already rich Indian judges , why ?

Indian judges are amongst the best paid law enforcement workers and in my city when I go through the high court I only see luxury cars parked outside the court . funny part is that the Govt has even nodded the pay hike and it will be on route from tomorrow. why pay money to those who already have more money in their pocket ?

These guys make tons of money from court hearings , the cases they fight and not to forget the middle man who works to get the job done of ever so worried and concern person who goes to the court for help.

Why not increase salary of those who need it the most ? why not fill their pockets and make their life meaningful  ?

Why pay those more who already have money in their pockets from all other means ?

This is utter nonsense.

Currently judges get 50,000 rupees per month no matter what level he/she belongs to . Chief Justice of India is the highest paid law worker in judicial system with the salary of 90,000 rupees per month  and not to forget the cars and Govt homes they get as perks and incentives . now what Govt has said yes to is 2,25,000 rupees per month for every judge per month and chief justice of India even more than this .

This is utter nonsense and I do not buy this shit.

-Dolce

My friend Cayla : Or is she ?


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Remember chucky from Child’s Play movie . I have seen this movie in my childhood and liked it but I am not really a fan of child’s play series but its an okay time pass. it was a great idea though , to introduce an evil doll which goes around doing its best , doing evil things and scaring people on screen and those who watching it . when I was little it did get into me and scared me a bit but those were childhood days . not any more .

But recently I came across the news which was doing rounds . about the doll name Cayla . In Germany this doll is banned due to number of reasons. yes, certainly not that doll is possessed by n evil spirt but experts says it posed threat bigger than an evil .

This doll comes with blue tooth devices pre installed for communication and can access internet and google to answer questions or lets say in simple terms can interact with its user in number of ways, yes of course everything these days comes with internet enabled devices to make our lives easy and more interactive but of course it also paves the way for hackers to hack the device .

Vulnerable children playing with Cayla unaware of the hack can leak significant information which is private and a person on far end can make use of this information in number of ways . needless to say what one can do once h/she has an access to confidential information .

So our friend Cayla is really our friend ? it’s a matter of debate . obviously the company says it’s indeed a friend and there is no need to worry about . but experts says its a threat and I echo the same . privacy is the biggest luxury one can buy these days . and our lives are not private any more . we are trapped in a world where we have to keep up the pace with the rest , if we don’t then the fear of staying behind in the rat race sinks in. technology has made our lives easy but we have paid a huge cost of this luxury .

Let not our children childhood get destroy by these innovations. innovation is good but our children are not strong to fight this threat . they are innocent and vulnerable .

We have lived our lives without all this before also . and we can live again.

–Dolce

Executive Order


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Ever since Mr Trump took office he is in the news for his actions. But he has also made One term famous along with him . ”Executive Order” . he has passed number of executive orders from day one which invited number of protest across the globe . it angered people and it also got its supporters. but what exactly is Executive Order ?

Basically, an executive order is an official statement from the president about how the federal agencies he oversees are to use their resources.

It falls under the broader umbrella of “executive actions,” which derive their power from Article II of the Constitution, and it is the most formal executive action. Executive actions also include presidential memorandums (which are a step below executive orders and basically outline the administration’s position on a policy issue), proclamations and directives .

An executive order is not the president creating new law or appropriating new money from the U.S. Treasury — both things that are the domain of Congress; it is the president instructing the government how it is to work within the parameters that are already set by Congress and the Constitution.

Trump’s executive order on building a border wall, for example, basically establishes building the wall as a federal priority and directs the Department of Homeland Security to use already-available funding to get the ball rolling on its construction.

The president’s executive orders are recorded in the Federal Register and are considered binding, but they are subject to legal review .

Busy week Mr Trump


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Mr Trump been busy ever since he took office. he launched flurry of executive orders from day one sending shock waves around the globe . he lived his campaign pledges by doing what he said to his people . either you support him or not but man has guts to deliver what he says . it appears to me that his words are his bonds which is a sign of strong man with strong personality .

I am not his fan neither I support his ideology. I am a huge fan of Obamas and they inspire people. both barrack Obama and Michele Obama . I have listened to them number of times. never met them personally but yes they are all over the place. end number of you tube videos. and boy they speak so well . you beautiful or not , handsome or not but if you can speak well and get people to listen to you ,you will always have an edge above the rest.

Donald Trump is a speaker as well , a man who knows what he is saying and says it with utmost conviction. a leader who can lead from the front . if you keep aside political stint you will find that he has been successful in his life. but there is a difference between him and Obama . when Obama speaks he gives hopes be it Michele or barrack . but when Donald speaks he incites fear. there is a signature of control in his leadership but in Obamas its let get together feel.

We knew when Trump will take oval office , its going to be different and its not going to get easy for him . well he is surrounded by his like minded people who feeds him with what he believes in . so office is easy but the outcomes which follow with every decision he takes , is not going to get down with people so peacefully . there will be controversy , there will be protest , there will be outrage , there will be hue cry.

He took the world by storm with his statements to which some people agree and disagree . he has no political background , he is a real estate tycoon . he is a business man . he is a billionaire who once sued a magazine to refer him as millionaire. he is a successful businessman indeed but he is also going to be a successful politician. he showed in his election campaign and people supported him . Hillary Clinton won the votes yet trump won major states to become the US President . now he is at the top seat with nuclear codes and people say we can not trust a man like him with codes access. I don’t blame him , he is aggressive and he speaks his mind , and if wants a deal he will get the deal or repeal the deal and will go for the next one. I saw one of his video where in he is negotiating with another tycoon to close the deal and he speaks authoritatively that do we have a deal ? and the man said yes we do have a deal , call closed. this shows an insight of mans mind how he thinks , how he behaves and how he will functions.

He has brought down his personality to oval office for good or bad , its for him to decide and people to judge. but the man of his stature will not be moved by emotions or protests. he will do what he wants to do . he has taken number of actions which none of the presidents before him took. and by large people condemned his moves. at the writing of this article the latest is that he sacked Sally Yates , acting US attorney general who was appointed under Barack Obama , coz she questioned the legality of his immigration ban. he sends a signal , either get on with the program or you can go .

Man is tough , he has the potential to get the job done. this is what leader is all about , who lead from the front . but he carry fear along with him , he controls people by telling them that I am above you all . he gives you hope but at the cost of others . he is not a man who will say lets work together , lets walk together , lets get together . rather he say lets go together and build the wall.

This world is playing wait and watch game with him , I am too waiting for his next decision , his next step , he took many in such a short time and it appears to me he is on the mission , a man on the job , he will get the job done but it comes at cost .

Communicating lights


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Few nights ago , late at night I woke up all of a sudden , without any alarm and without any cause my eyes were open and I was thinking “what the hell “.

I drank a glass of water and I went to my window to look outside. to check on this world how it sleeps . This world was dreaming and sleeping without any knowledge of what’s happening outside.

What I saw was communication between two entities , between two lights , one artificial and another natural , it was some kind of display , really it was.

It was like they were looking at each other and were trying convey some kind of message to each other and it grabbed my attention . and this is what I saw .

–Dolce