”But you don’t know about it”


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The pain is immense and its unmatched and you don’t know about it.

I have sacrificed so much and took  a pill of hope but you don’t know about it.

I walked alone for you only to see you nowhere but I still kept on trying to see you one more time and you don’t know about it.

You say its all over , I say its not over till its over. I fight on for the best and still believe it will be the best, but you don’t know about it.

You did not turn around to see how much I have bled but I only had shown you my smiling face, how painful its been for me ,you don’t know about it.

The desert is empty and there is so sign of hope , I look at an empty well to find water , there nothing but sand but I hope to find water underneath and hope to survive for one last time as I hope to live again for you ,but you don’t know about it.

Why you turned cold , I asked myself . what really had happened I asked myself . am I right or wrong ? I asked myself. But I don’t seems to get an answer. I asked you so many times ,but you don’t know about it.

You turned cold and showed me cold shoulder ,you thought its all over but it was not for me , it was a beginning for something new , but you don’t know about it.

I walked miles for you , I walked bare foot for you , I did not drink and had no food so that I can save some food for you but you found me selfish and called me insane ,but how much I valued you , you don’t know about it.

Its painful to see this world turn cold shoulder but its even more painful to see you turned cold shoulder. I never expected this from you but you did not see my love for you , I kept on trying and fought hard enough to show how much I loved you , but you don’t know about it.

I love you the way I loved you then , I still care for you the way I cared for you then , you still exist in my heart and stays there like forever , but you don’t know about it.

I know you suffered too but that’s the path you had chosen , I was with you in your support , but confused and asking why ? you did not answer , even then I walked alone without you , but you don’t know about it.

Don’t blame me for what I don’t have , don’t blame me for what I am not , blame me for what I could have done but I couldn’t do , blame me if something I had done wrong to you , I always wanted you to see the real man inside but you choose the outside, you broke my heart but you don’t know about it.

Do you know that I am still with you , every single step , every single breath , every drop of blood is for you . but you don’t know about it.

You fought for me enough , I wish if you had fought a little more for me , today could have been a different story.

This man is still alive and will fight till the end with last droplet , I wish you see a man someday and realize how much he adored you, but you don’t know about it.

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