Baby have you forgotten your password


Oh my baby , I seems to love you so much . you are so adorable , so lovely , so charming , so beautiful but I never loved you for your body , I loved you for your soul which houses inside that skin.

OH! wait honey !

Have you forgotten your password ?

I know you are better , you know you are good , you know you are far better than me . I am me but you are not . I wait for you to write something , to pen down something , I wait for your words. I wait for your thoughts , I wait for your views. I want to know what’s going on in your mind. I want to know what have you thought about .

I want to know what your eyes see, I want to know how you take actions , I want to know how your body behaves. I want to know that do you feel lovely in your skin, you have a beautiful body baby , a lovely body, I still remember the smell of your skin, the touch of your body, my lips on to yours , my hands on you and yours on me , I cant seem to feel the same way again , Its magical. I loved a woman , and I still love one . and I will always love one .

But I don’t know who I love baby , I don’t who I live with ,

Not enough  love seems to be here in this world anymore , this world has gone crazy and its driving me crazy . I see people cursing each other , I see people killing each other , we cry all the time , we ignore those who need help , we ignore their tears , we hurt lovely adorable animals , we hurt those who are already been hurt enough .

I don’t want to live here anymore honey , I am tired of this world . I am hoping against hope .

But I do believe that there is a better world waiting for me . but I do hope in my world I will have you , I will be waiting for you baby .

But you seems to have forgotten your password honey .

Its alright , I hope you will unlock the door.

Unlock the door baby.

when i helped a woman in distress



Few days ago , i was going back to my home along with my friend . we had finished our russian language classes at 8:30 pm  and were walking along the road talking on number of topics. we had a cup of tea and sipped all the way and enjoying the generous weather which was for some reason was little too generous that night. we were in CP , indian manhattan . it was late at night and roads had started to deserted. as we reached metro station we saw a woman in conversation with an auto driver. we did not pay any attention to it because it was not our business and it was a common sight. as we stepped on to the stairs of metro station , woman came to me and asked for a change , she was carring 500 indian rupee and had no change to give it to auto driver. she was a young woman in t shirt and jeans with a bag on her back , it appeared that she was coming from some classes. she looked like college goer. she asked if i have money to give it to auto driver because auto driver had no change and she had no change either. she also said that auto driver had charged too much money which he should not. its a common case with auto drivers in delhi so i was not surprised ed. i asked my friend for a change as i too was not carrying any change. unfortunately that day neither of us was carrying any change , we never had to because we had metro card with money in it so we never had to worry about any paper money.

Me and my friend we looked at each other , did not know how to  help helpless young woman , in general people leave if they are unable to help someone , and in this case it was a mere change of money. 80% of the time people will leave. only 20% of them will stick around to see any help can be provided. likewise my friend was asking me to leave as we are about to enter the station and train was approaching. i could have left too but i was not ready to leave , i wanted to stay there until gets money from someone. my friend asked me many times to move as she was a stranger and she was not our concern but i was thinking otherwise, i was thinking that she is also someone’s daughter , she will too become someone’s wife and mother , i can’t let her stay here at night and asking for money from strangers. its dangerous for her to go around with men. above all auto driver will  not let her go.

i could see her tense and she knew that she is in trouble and she is a lonely woman alone outside the station late at night with not many people around. i decided to stay till she get the money and she failed to get any money from anyone. she i decided to help. i reached to her and asked if i can pay money to auto driver , she of course rejected my decision but i insisted and later she allowed me to pay , i was not seeking for her approval anyway in this situation but i thought may be out of courtesy  i should ask her. so i paid from my pocket and i paid more than the entire expense as i too had no change so i had to give whatever i had in  my pocket. she resisted not to do it but i was ready , after all it was only money.

auto driver of course was happy , her got fortune. he left. and that woman had sigh of relief. she looked at me and said thank you , i said , its alright. and then she rushed towards the station. this what i wanted , rush towards the station. i friend was of course looking at me with mischief and called me stupid of course but i am not here seek someone permission and someone’s judgement about what he or she think about me. i was happy with what i did and i think it was need of an hour to help someone in need and i was feeling good about it. that woman might be thinking that i am an idiot or she might be praising me for my steps which i took.

She left to her home safely , i was happy .

“A man should clinch his fist only to save woman not to destroy her.”

Will you still love me when i am not young and beautiful

Love is an undying feeling. its an emotion which is most cherished after. human can do anything to be loved and to give love. love is just so beautiful. there is no other beautiful feeling than love. we die and we live for love. we go about doing anything in our daily lives to make money but the emotions and feelings which love can provide is unmatched. we are just so busy with our regular duties, we have no time to think about others , we don’t realized that others are also humans like us. they also want to be loved and want to have everything possible which we want to have. they are no different from us. but even then we fail to realize this small thing and we failed to provide love to them.

We can’t blame anyone for the actions we take , after all it affects all of us in a way.

A lovely charming young woman wants to have a word with man who is little older than her. he lives far away from her but the feeling is mutual. the only medium of communication is Skype as he lives far away from her. she works all day and wants to talk to him in the evening, she know that man must be waiting for her to talk to her, she leaves her work in a hurry and try everything possible she can to be with him.


Why there is an urgency ?

Its because the feeling is mutual , man and woman thinks alike and they both want to be together in the evening. this moment when both of them unites , its a time which is only for them and nothing else matters. nothing else counts when two people wants to be together , no matter how much is a distance and what country they live in or what language they speak in, its an emotion which is just so beautiful. which makes us complete , it makes a man complete with a woman he wants to be with and it also makes a woman complete she wants to be with.

But how its feel when either of them is not available to talk ?

It feels terrible as its an emotions which makes us feel wanted , it makes us feel loved, it makes us feel like we are important to someone and we are loved , liked and admired by someone. and when we don’t get this feeling and emotions in return , we feel unwanted.

Young woman reaches home only to find that man is busy with something and can’t give her his time. she only know how she managed to leave work early for him and traveled across roads and streets to catch glimpse of him and to talk to him because she gives him importance. her time is important to him and she does give this part of her life to him as she has emotions for him and so as the man himself. its a kind of emotion which makes her feel more wanted,loved and admired. and when she don’t get it from a man she gives importance to, it makes her feel upset.


Its nothing but an emotion and it feels great.

Its very difficult to find someone who loves till the end , till the last breath , till the last drop of blood. very tough and very rare to find someone who stays with his or her partner till the last call. on the flip side its easier to say that any one can do it and anyone can be a man or woman every man or woman wants but we don’t do it since we take it as one of the least important thing. but ironically this is indeed the most important thing in life. someone who got love knows how lucky he and she been and someone who has been deprived from love knows how unlucky and unfortunate they have been. every man and every woman in this world wants a partner , no matter how much they say that love is the last thing i want in my life as i am very busy making my career big and running after success. its alright to have aspirations and its alright to run after success. but we do all this at the cost of love. and somewhere down the line in our hearts we always regret this missing link.

Woman has always been aspired to have a man who can take care of her and her off springs. woman needs a man who is emotionally and physically strong , she can depend on and someone who is always there for her as pillar of support.


Also woman takes care of her looks little too much than man as they want to impress man with her beauty. one thing which comes to woman’s mind quite often is that will her man would love her till the end even when she is not young and beautiful ? its easy said than done since these days its very difficult to find someone who can love woman till the end, even when she is not young and beautiful. most of the men would part ways as men always want a beautiful young lady by his side. but this is such an ordinary approach and a regular one since these kind of men always end up doing what a real man should never do.

A real man , yes a real man would love his woman even when she is not young and beautiful and this is the time when she want him the most. man needs to be there with his woman at all times no matter what happen.

Love your woman like she never been loved before, embrace her , adore her and respect her. she needs you , be a real man for her.

Dheeraj Gautam ( Dolce )