Communicating lights


Few nights ago , late at night I woke up all of a sudden , without any alarm and without any cause my eyes were open and I was thinking “what the hell “.

I drank a glass of water and I went to my window to look outside. to check on this world how it sleeps . This world was dreaming and sleeping without any knowledge of what’s happening outside.

What I saw was communication between two entities , between two lights , one artificial and another natural , it was some kind of display , really it was.

It was like they were looking at each other and were trying convey some kind of message to each other and it grabbed my attention . and this is what I saw .


The night it Happened


Few days ago me and my friend were coming to home after work .  we left office at 1 am and that day I had driven to work in my own car instead of boarding office cab , coz it was weekend so I decided to bring my own car and my friend who happens to be a female and my co worker left work late at night. on the way we bought snacks and beer . late at night we were hoping that we will not cross the line with law and will drive home safely and slowly. as it was a long route and on usual days it would take an hour to reach home . but that day we had different plan . we decided to drive slowly and to make a stop at one place where we can talk and gossip for long hours and then drive home.

As planned we drove slowly and stopped at one place , we had our snacks and we chit chatted . during this time ‘mags’ my friend’s name , saw a car parked right next to us .

She said she has seen this car before , I asked her where , she replied that this car is been following us ever since they left office. I said no , but she suggested me to go and check this car , lets go and have a word with the owner. I said alright. I was curious to know what was going on in here.

I walked up to the car leaving mags behind . as I approached the car I noticed its window were down and there was no driver. and when I looked inside I saw an ignition key , It appeared driver had left in a hurry, I decided to return and spoke to mags about this . she said its fine and then we decided to leave . as prepared to leave we noticed that our car was not in sight. I was puzzled to not to see my car. we looked around but we found it no where .

This is when mags told me to go and check the car we just noticed which belonged to someone but not us. for some stupid reason out of no where we decided to drive in abandoned car. we drove all the way and it looked very familiar , the car which we drove looked like we have been in it before.

I left mags at her home and drove to my home. we slept half of the day and woke up next afternoon like nothing happened.

I decided to went down to take a look at the car we drove last night.

It was my car.

Only Friend


Courage is a biggest asset one can have. confidence is also important but mere confident about something and doing nothing about it , is futile.

Look around you , you will see confident people , lots of confidence in them but when it comes to actions they give up. its because they don’t have courage in them to put confidence with action , lack of balancing an act to get fruitful result keeps them at bay from what they want.

Walk alone at night , without any friend , only you and your shadow but nobody else. try this every single night .

Or do you have courage to do it ?

Sleep less and take one step forward to go out in the dark and experience what others prefer to ignore. believe me its  beautiful.  

Is it one step forward to being courageous ? yes it is .

When all the chips are down and you feel low, when you feel like all alone in the world , when you think you are the only one who is being targeted, when you feel upset and  useless, when you think you can’t do anything to make things right and you have no body to love and no one to call as friend. ………………………………………………………………………….then my dear friend you walk alone !

Do walk alone because great people walk alone .

How would you find your own space in this over populated world ? space is there you only need to find yours.

I walked one night all alone on the deserted road with no one in sight, I walked alone along with my shadow when every body chose to sleep I walked all alone like a king , I walked on the shadows of the trees and the darkness was looking at me in awe. asking me ‘ Who is this human ? , got so much courage to battle with me ? indeed it was a battle , though I was alone but I felt like someone in company , yes , there was something which gave me courage enough to fight which I always wanted to avoid. a battle I always thought will remain unconquered.

Fight into darkness and me once had this feeling of unmatchable , I felt like unbeatable. who was with me ?

It was my moon . it was right there with me all the time , every second, every minute , every hour. it was with me. looking right at me and taking care of me and saying that don’t be afraid son I am with you all the time in this moment of darkness when  you walk alone , I am with you. don’t be afraid . I give you all the confidence you need, I give you all the courage you need, look at me once and you will feel strong and a sense to fight with unmatchable aura. just walk on and never stop , no matter how tough the path is , just walk on.

A journey of thousands miles begins with one small single step . you take that one step and you will take another and another and another and believe me by the time you will realize how many steps you took , you will reach your destiny .

Your strength is unmatchable . you are strong beyond imagination. you control your destiny and you make your own luck.

What is behind you and what’s ahead of you is no match to what is in you. you use this to its full capability , believe me there is no one to stop you.

Do what you have been ignoring all this long . do what you have been always wanted to do . do what you have been always scared to do . don’t be in the shell. think out of the box and open your horizon , believe me this world is huge and small ,scary and lovely , violent and full of love , its in the attitude . you change your attitude trust me you will change this world. but don’t go out to change this world . it will never happen. start change from you . change will take place around you .

You create your own universe, your own world, your own colony, your own kingdom. you are the king and queen of your destiny.

Why leave it on others and why others decide what you want and what you don’t want ?

Its your life , you decide what you want to do , its your choice and your dreams ,your desires and your path of action.

The only friend you have is the one who is always there for you . who always keep an eye on you and watches you from distance , yes from distance and its always there.

Try to make moon your friend and believe the strength and courage it gives along with confidence is unmatched and it works . it works for me ,it will work for you too.

Don’t take the strength of moon for granted , its very strong , stronger than any human on this planet , its only modest and don’t show off. we should appreciate the shine it gives to our planet and it looks just so beautiful , it makes me feel beautiful.

Try once , it will make you feel beautiful as the most beautiful human on this planet. it watches you all the time.

————Dheeraj Gautam

Me and The Night

Once again on the lookout, a mystery, a dark matter , choice, hope , when the world choose to close its eyes I open mine and see what the other’s can’t see. I take one step further and make an effort to find an unexplained , to find a question to get an answer , to make a choice to have that change, to walk towards an unknown only to find something new.

—– Dheeraj Gautam