break up

Every morning when i open my eyes one dream close its door.i try to recall the path but fail always. i wonder what is this for when i do not know why i should be at the door ,knocking. i have no idea what i will find beyond when it will finally open. i saw dreams once but i never planned it. i saw dreams of i and you holding hands together but i never planned it. i wanted to be in love and i was in love but i never planned it. i had vision and i saw the future where i and you held each other hands but i never planned it. when i was with you i had my dreams alive and when you kissed me for the first i lived my dreams. it was a moment which i can not forget, its a moment which left me dead yet alive because i knew that it will live forever in me. always here to stay in my mind body and soul. always there to shine on me when i am down and see no one around. i know it there and i know its here.

Your eyes which i adored and it was the smell of your body which made me blossom. the touch of your skin gave me intense love and the pores on my skin exuded enough sweat which was wet and as it got caught with your skin and your body , my body was dieing to become one and yes we were one. the kiss on the cheek , a lick on the tip of your nose, a little on the tip of your upper lip and a lick on your tongue. its a moment which gave me my soul mind and body back. i held you in my hands like i had found air again to breathe and i was not ready to die , now i wanted to live. yes i wanted to live , i saw a dream which i wanted to come true.

Seriously i still live for you, seriously i still breathe for you, my every second , every minute , every hour and every day is for you. seriously i love you so much and i never loved anyone so much and i want to love you again because i know i can not live without you.

I know , i know things are different now and you show no love to me but i know love is never short lived for some and for some it lives forever. i know yes i know you love someone else now but it will never me be , yes its a truth. i lived all this while only for you baby , only for you i have a soul and blood in my body. only for you i have motivation in me and an objective. only for you i live my life and i know only for you i will die because i know i love you so much like i have never loved anyone before.

You will always live in me, you will always shine on me , you will always breathe with me, my blood is for you and every drop of it speaks your name.

Oh Honey ! i am not crazy , i am not insane , i am not stupid and i am not half wit.

I am only in love, i love your soul , i love your body and i love your heart. i love everything about you because my answer is simple.

I just love you  !

What else i can say and what else you can expect from a person who love someone so much but i do not know why , why i failed miserably so much in love. may be i am not good enough to love someone , may be i am not good enough to live my dreams for someone , may be i am not good enough to protect someone but i know , i know that i am good enough for you.

Because my answer is simple – You still live me ” because i just love you ‘‘.