My ! are you ?


My day begins with you and it ends with you.

You are my religion and you are my prayer.

You are my destiny and you are my luck ,what i pluck , i know .

I swear to god , i will fight this universe for you , i will move the mountains.

Don’t leave me !


I never stopped trying , i never had , not even now and i never will , even after ………………………. !


I Remember
How Much U Hurt Me
I Say
I Am Fine Alone

But Why Does
My Stupid Heart Miss U
So much…

n Why Do I Need
That Hurt from u To Feel that m still Alive… without u !

The things people do when being their true selves

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You probably recognize this photo. It was taken by photographer Alfred Eisenstaedt right after Japan surrendered in World War 2. Alfred recalls:

“I was walking through the crowds on V-J Day, looking for pictures. I noticed a sailor coming my way. He was grabbing every female he could find and kissing them all — young girls and old ladies alike. Then I noticed the nurse, standing in that enormous crowd. I focused on her, and just as I’d hoped, the sailor came along, grabbed the nurse, and bent down to kiss her.”

Did the nurse mind? No, she didn’t!

“This guy grabbed me and we kissed,” Edith Shain told the journalists in 2008. “And then I turned one way and he turned the other. There was no way to know who he was, but I didn’t mind because he was someone who had fought for me.”

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Baby i am sorry I Hurt You


When dreams don’t seem like a dream anymore and reality seems different , that’s when you ask me if i do exist or i do come across your mind. life seems different when challenges are stiff and resolution seem out of reach, i stay strong but i don’t know why not you. will you stay strong throughout ? you are strong beyond measures but unfortunately you always failed to realize it . i wish if you had strength to fight but why its only me ? why only me to fight and why only me have no light so that i could see in the dark to see the path to somewhere. i saw you fighting when i was with you , i saw you strong when i was with you , i saw you overcoming obstacles when i was with you, why there is a difference now ? why there is a change ? why there is no tomorrow for you ,why there is only today ? something needs to be done but i don’t know what , something is incomplete but  i don’t know what , something is left undone but i don’t know what.

Sorry baby i hurt you but i don’t want to , but i am sorry , only if you can forgive me for my love for you , because i am in love with you and incomplete without you. i can still live without you ,i have lived without you since our separation but i still feel your absence all the time. i am left with a blank space in my life which needs to be filled and i only see your name , but i don’t know why , i know you and i understand you but its a kind of wound which i want to heal not to hurt it anymore. you know my intentions how they are ,how its going to be and how were they when i was with you , but sorry honey i have always loved you and i hurt you , i know i do and i realize it but tell me baby how i would do without you ?


I have drink my tears many times only in hiding , people see me as a strong guy but i go weak down my knees when its about you, i go weak from my heart and mind when its about you. i feel emotionally weak when its about you. i have very strong psyche which is no match to anyone but even then this IRON MAN does have a heart which beats for someone ,someone it cares and love , someone it bleeds for. this is how it has been ever since i have fallen in love, seems like love is only once for me , it loves you beyond measures which you don’t like but i hope you understand me that how precious its been for me and hard to forget and hard to neglect, hard to leave it alone and hard to ignore.

I wish if i had stayed for long with you , you could have become more stronger , i wish only if i had time enough to spend with you , the mistake i made was drastic , i don’t know why i did it , i never wanted to leave you , but i had to leave you so that i return again to you , if i had not i could have stopped my way to you forever. it was important for me to go but i left my love behind with you , i left my memories with you but i am sorry baby i do hurt you. i do i know but if i don’t hurt you i will not have love for you , you hurt those who you care and love ,pain is the only way to gain , but let me take your pain and let me destroy myself so that i can make a foundation strong for you , so that you can build something new on it , something strong on it ,so that you can have new life and new dream to live on it.


Let me be your pacifier honey , let me be a kind soul for you , let me be your saviour , let me be the one who can fight for you, let me be your strength , let me be your dream and let me be your something. i have your pictures which i see every hour only to realize that she don’t love me anymore but i do ,is there anything wrong i am doing and something i don’t understand ? have i become stone which don’t understand emotions and have i become unresponsive to pain ? i don’t know but may be my toughness is too much for you but i had to be like this only because i want to see you grow , i want to see you shine and i want to see you fine.

But i am sorry baby i hurt you , i really do , i don’t want to but  i do.

Let me die tonight to end all this pain , let me see you gain , my soul needs no permission needs no boundaries. it can reach you without any trouble ,since this universe is all mine but i only need to end my life for you. i may not be able to touch you , i may not be able to hug you and kiss you but i will always be around you , for you , with you , you may not realize my presence but i am with you all the time in your mind , in your memories , in your eyes , in your heart and in your dreams , am i not baby ? tell me .

I am sorry baby i hurt you , you have every right to hurt me back .

But  i am sorry baby I Love You.